A hiccup

It finally happened.  The hiccup.  Unfortunately, I don’t have all day to sit and play with the feeds and promote.  I have to work.  This means that all of my feeds have taken a hit.  There are less hits, less likes, less everything.  This is not for the weak.  You have to continue to have a pretty high thought of yourself in order to make this work.

I know I am good at what I do.  I know that I can hook them.  My patience runs very thin, though.  I need the challenge.  I want to be successful.  Making the subs quiver is my itch.

I think I have pissed off or crossed an unforeseen line in the FINDOM world.  I’m not sure how that happens.  I talk nicer than most.  Show some of the same picture events.  Obviously not the same as them.  I just know that my hits went from 1000s to 100s.  Who knows.

I will continue to try.  I know I don’t want my puppet ever entering back into the dark world.  Every week I find new stuff of how deep they were into this world.  $1000s spent on women not me.  I don’t really know what to do with that.  I do know that I always get played as the crazy.  The question is, am I just enabling something.  Eventually they will tell me everything.  I am the sicko that wants to know, no matter how it hurts.  I want to know because I NEVER want it to happen again.  I never want money that is ours spent on others like that.  I don’t even know if they realize how deep they were.  It is scary how much I didn’t know.  It is disheartening because the betrayal is deep.

Well, that took a turn.  It is all part of the journey.

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