It finally happened. The hiccup. Unfortunately, I don’t have all day to sit and play with the feeds and promote. I have to work. This means that all of my feeds have taken a hit. There are less hits, less likes, less everything. This is not for the weak. You have to continue to have a pretty high thought of yourself in order to make this work.
I know I am good at what I do. I know that I can hook them. My patience runs very thin, though. I need the challenge. I want to be successful. Making the subs quiver is my itch.
I think I have pissed off or crossed an unforeseen line in the FINDOM world. I’m not sure how that happens. I talk nicer than most. Show some of the same picture events. Obviously not the same as them. I just know that my hits went from 1000s to 100s. Who knows.
I will continue to try. I know I don’t want my puppet ever entering back into the dark world. Every week I find new stuff of how deep they were into this world. $1000s spent on women not me. I don’t really know what to do with that. I do know that I always get played as the crazy. The question is, am I just enabling something. Eventually they will tell me everything. I am the sicko that wants to know, no matter how it hurts. I want to know because I NEVER want it to happen again. I never want money that is ours spent on others like that. I don’t even know if they realize how deep they were. It is scary how much I didn’t know. It is disheartening because the betrayal is deep.
Well, that took a turn. It is all part of the journey.